10 things, on my 100th post

My 100th post! And sadly, nothing life-changing will happen here. Just a few random thoughts from me, who is post pre-sick. Long story. Later.

1. Who is Chromeo? Right now I am listening to Bonafied Loving, and I swear, if I had an ounce of liquor in me, I would break it down in my living room. Alone. In the dark.

2. 27th birthday happened five days ago. I have never felt strange on a birthday before. 27 was...different. Man, I feel old.

3. One sign I'm getting old? I suddenly find Liam Neeson irresistibly hot. This goes against everything I know to be true.

4. I healed a little piece of myself today in relationship to my family. Baby steps.

5. The reason I haven't written about my other dreams is that I disconnected from them in order to collapse from pure exhaustion. They are there, in the hidden places of my heart, waiting to be brought to light again. Soon, soon.

6. If I could have anyting in the world in this moment, I would be telling soul stories with an old friend in front of a roaring fire.

7. I get it, that everything is perfect just as it is. Even here, now, with the sniffles and aches, I feel the perfection. Sigh.

8. I think a piece of my purpose here on this planet is to heal myself and those around me with laughter, and I do it every single day, without thinking.

9. I'm on a break from everything. I am only sitting in the present moment. It's kinda nice.

10. God, I am so grateful.

P.S. I love you.