On my way

When we are sure that we are on the right road, there is no need to plan our journey too far ahead. We cannot take more than one step at a time.
Orison Swett Marden

Yes, I'm still here.

A lot of things are being put aside lately, this blog being one of them. I also find that I'm getting really sucky at returning phone calls, text messages, and e-mails. Oh, and did I mention that I got rid of my tv?

There is something so big happening here, and it is difficult to put into words. I don't know exactly what it is, but it is taking a lot of attention. I can feel myself growing and expanding into something more, into who I really am. I honestly can't say that I know where it is I'm heading or what it will look like when I arrive, but I can feel a loving Universe guiding me there...one small, sometimes messy, step at a time.

The past few months have been a rollercoaster of highs and lows. Tara put it really well tonight when she said that there have been really good days and really shitty days, but when those good days come around, they make it all worthwhile. I've had some amazing days lately, and some god-awful ones. As I sit here right now, I'm just so grateful for all of it. This all feels right.

Wherever "there" is, I'm getting there. I still stumble, I still resist (more than ever before, some days), I still lose faith. But in the quiet moments in between, I see the light of something big and beautiful.

If you wonder where I am lately, I am walking towards it, one step at a time.